I discovered that I am tired of being a person. Not just tired of being the person I was, but any person at all.
Susan Sontag (via mythologyofblue)






He did it. He actually managed to describe how it feels to live with depression and suicidal tendencies.

this is really, really important

Wow….perfect. The old paint…..

I haven’t seen this guys stuff for months but this still hits me as hard as ever

Always repost! I love this so much!!!

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I no longer know if I wish to drown myself in love, vodka or the sea.
Grantaire, Book V (via dirtinherhair)

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No, I’m not ok. But I haven’t been ok since I was 11, maybe 12. I am still here though.
I’m still breathing. For me, sometimes, that will have to be enough

Clementine Von Radics (via halluzinogen)

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Trusting people is becoming hard

Keeping my grades up is becoming hard

Feeling pretty is becoming hard

Thinking happy thoughts is becoming hard

Doing work is becoming hard

Maintaining a friendship is becoming hard

Doing everything is becoming hard and I don’t like it

Sometimes I wonder why I feel this way
It’s like a disease, the longer in my blood stream the worst it does to me
It’s hard to explain even something as simple as to how I feel
Sometimes sadness takes over my emotions and I have no idea why?
My life isn’t so bad I might add
It’s had it’s ups and downs but nothing too serious yet
I feel too intensely every emotion hits me like a car in a bad collision
If I’m sad I feel it to the core and I cry and drown into a puddle of depression
Happiness brightens my smile and my eyes start to shine
Anger puts me at rage wanting to destroy
Temptation makes me desire for something temporary
Passion fills me up with flames and makes my heart feel deeply
Love to me is jumping off something blind folded which can only end in two ways
Lust, I can’t have love without it
My thoughts, they are powerful which makes them hard to understand even for myself
My emotions they fall into deeply that I put them in the box and try to hide the darkest ones from the world to see
Every obstacle strengths me but sometimes they can also bring me to my knees
I never know who to listen to
My inner angels Or my inner demons
Both will always be a part of me.

P.Romero (Inner Angels, Inner Demons) egyptsserket  (via egyptsserket)

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